Moving the consciousness

There is a part of us that dies, and a part that does not. The part that does not, is our spirit side of ourselves, and as we begin to identify with this aspect of the self, we begin to get in touch with the bigger picture. Before this happens though, we seem to be flat out trying to understand oneself and our individuality without compromising our personal freedoms. As we begin to watch the patterns around us, it is not too long before we notice two cats going by, like the movie Matrix suggests is a trigger or outside confirmation above and beyond our own head conclusions. Before too long, we are identifying with universal pictures, for example of the typical man or woman energies, where there are similarities between them all. As we begin to get used to universal pictures and dreams, this automatically begins to resonate with the Collective part of ourselves, and Spirit which runs through us all.

As we begin to think more in terms of Spirit, we also begin to touch our infinity, and part that goes on forever, which is the love aspect that never stops going, where all else ends.This part of ourselves allows us to identify with others in similar positions so that we can have love and compassion, kindness and patience, peace and joy. We also begin to see dreams and visions way beyond what the ego wishes to take credit for, and perhaps beyond the body being able to go in the future due to our use by date everything in matter possesses. It is the spiritual side of ourselves where I see the shift presently happening, and is well progressed with a lot of people who have earnestly sought to put their spirituality to the front of their lives. Now the benefits are coming back, and many are now the teachers of tomorrow and for the kids of today. Spirit consciousness is above what the human ego can take credit for, and for this reason, is perhaps the part of ourselves that can truly walk humbly no matter what is manifest around us.

The spirit part of ourselves seems to get things backwards, and not like anything modelled on the world stage presently either by the powers that be, or by us players in the field. Our spirit is based on unconditional love, and wishes always to give, not to take. Our spirits do not have fear that tomorrow the world will end, as spirit always carries hope and hunger for a better and brighter forever. As our spirit is one and the same that flows throughout the whole of creation, all we need to do is be confident that this aspect of ourselves has the best of intentions when it comes to each individual despite any media promoting the worst and bad side of Mankind. That is a reflection of a part of ourselves, that does not need to be fed or dwelt on. As I have said many times in my past blogs, love can be found in every moment, as can our spirits. So long as we remain on this dimension, these rules are the foundational ones over anything else you may have been taught to believe or trust.

Dancing with spirit has its own patterns, and is like dancing with the wind. Things can be presented one at a time or in a block with things needing to be attended to on many levels all at the same time. Things can happen slowly or speedily, depending on each person and their abilities to handle issues within and without. In the days to come, there will be a lot of spirit guidance for each person seeking such, and an awakening to that aspect of ourselves that allows us to begin to see things from our own spirit perspective. Once we begin to do this, our very skin will begin to glow much more brightly and reflectively so that those who know what to look for, can full well know by the light refraction coming off our skin, how far along our path we have travelled. When this was first pointed out to me a number of months ago, I was surprised at the time. Now I see that it is the rising energy, and our beginning to become more of light beings again, that this is happening. Instead of just flesh and bone, we are moving more into our crystal natures that energize us and our thoughts into more far reaching aspects of ourselves.

As we get used to the subtle changes now on us, allow yourself to be able to seize each moment that is presented to you, and to be able to take whatever is presented to you as part of the homework that is yours. It is up to you to decide whether or not the jigsaw fits at present, or whether the piece needs to be filed for another time when the right circumstance presents itself. Either way, it is always a dance with our own spirit, and necessary for us to be able to identify with that crucial aspect of the Self. If one does not know oneself yet, then you will have your homework cut out for you, as the above statements assume that you already know who you already are. Perfectly you, and waiting to pull things together for yourself then for those around you. The long wait for more blogs is at an end, due to more responsibility coming my way that demands statements as we go along our paths into our glorious futures where individuals meet the Collective without losing that part of themselves wishing still to be held.

May your path be joyful, and your lessons light.

~Spiritwind~

For many years now, I have known of the universal dream of indigenous cultures to have a sacred healing house, and rather than wait for such a model to appear, I have been experimenting with running of such a place for myself. As there is no model for the new due to our money based society, I have been experimenting with donations to the house, not much different than what a church does for its members. If one cannot afford to pay anything, nothing is said, and the client is not restricted from coming. Being a seat of the pants experience for me, not everything has gone as I would have liked it to go, for there are always more users and abusers in our society who do not know how love works. People take more than they give, and then wonder why there is nothing left. Spiritual law requires us all to give in order to receive, and the more we give, the more is given. This has to be seen working in order to be believed, but can assure the reader that this indeed does work. Notwithstanding some negative learning lessons along the way, the “house” has had its fair share of people seeking aid from the 'concept' almost from the day I decided to begin to do this, even though I have no intention of continuing to do this on my own. It has just been experimental only to this point.

The Bunjulung Jugan peoples decided to buy a house in Nimbin recently in order to create a woman' shelter due to the abuse still rampant among us, but is one step closer to the 'sacred healing house' idea mentioned above. After my experience with the men who have great dreams at the Wollumbin Festival but do not see the pitfalls of their intended path due to their own egos, I was greatly heartened by the development of the aborigines beginning healing work in the town. It has begun in a silent way with the women. Not that they are the only ones doing this, as you will find healing houses all over the world, and the great majority of them are run by women even though some men are involved also. As the egos lessen, we will see this spread, but right now, the infrustructure is still going ahead for the new model of what can be. The model is not a structure, but it is us, and how we can fit into a structure anywhere, at anytime. As far as aborigines go, they have women's business, and men's business kept quite separately, but it does not always remain so, for there are times when both parties come together, and then one can be in for a big surprise as the big magic (and sorcery) begins in such get togethers.

At my birthday over a month ago now, I had a woman attend with her husband who happen to be a neighbour of mine. Just a few days ago, I found out that she felt that I had healed her that night, by placing my hand behind her back, yet never touched her, only placing my hand away from her body by a few inches. She said that she still is re-orienting herself to the changes that happened as a result of this 30 second incident at my place. She asked me if I had touched anyone since, to which I replied that there had also been a librarian attend the birthday party that she had met, and that since that time, had met her in a cafe down in her spirits and physical energies due to a person using and abusing her. I simply placed my hand on her back, and her energy was restored right away. I told my neighbour that I was just learning about this kind of healing by the seat of my pants, as there were no mentors around for this kind of thing. She replied that I needed to document all of the cases of the people who get touched, and what their experience is, due to such a “touching”. Hence I shall begin to write down on one of my blogs those significant experiences that could be deemed as training up on this new modality to which I have been writing lately. There are a couple of blogs I remember writing towards this end, such as; “Touch Someone Nicely Today”, and “Healing Can Be Simple”.

My neighbour female felt that such power came to her from such a treatment, and asked it that were possible, to which I replied that it was, and that generally it was a developed skill that perhaps we all have to some degree. How would she train up on such a thing, she asked? First, I told her that I was not aware that my touch had been affecting people as much as it was being reported back to me, and that it was something that I seemed to gradually becoming awakened to. I told her that I was just a channel or conduit for my Higher Self (or Spirit, or whatever you would like to call the metaphysical) so could never claim from the ego level that it was me, and to a certain extent was ignorant of what was transpiring from my own personal perspective, and felt it best to stay that way so that true credit could go to where it belonged, which is higher levels altogether. Well this did not satisfy my neighbour who said that she had told some people in my small village about going to a guru who did this to her, and I scolded her for calling me that, as I certainly did not call myself those names, and that it comes back to me in not pleasant ways. I went on that I could not give her an explanation, and that at my birthday party, felt she was coming so much from her head that other guests were begging her to sit down and let someone else speak instead of just her speaking the whole time. When that happened, it was embarrassing to me as I was just trying to be diplomatic at my own birthday party, so with the intent to aid her consciousness to move down to her heart, put my hand behind her heart, explaining to both her and her husband what I was doing. No touch though, happened! The intent was present from me, and was like a well aimed acupuncture needle being inserted precisely.

Other than that, I had her then place her hands on my back and front as I had demonstrated to her, but with the instructions to treat me for anything she felt inside of herself that needed attention., By treating me, tell me what it feels like for your own issues through your treating me, was the instructions. She did this and was amazed that it indeed helped her own issues by treating me for them. I then went on that it never is how we think it is, and that by treating others sometimes, we actually are treating ourselves, and makes a good case for showing how everything around us is but a mirror of ourselves and deeper issues. Already there are seeds in my little village for many healing houses, and they all will be run (other than a few of us males) by women. Shamanism is changing things, and there is no school that makes someone who is natural or develops into this through their own personal experiences. The changes are generally permanent, with it sometimes being impossible to go back to the old markers, due to the goal posts having been moved.

Love is like this. It gives to another what one may need themselves, and by so doing, aid comes to the giver. This is a far cry to what we are used to experiencing, and is why we need to practise giving love over it falling into the using and abusing categories simply because we do not know better. Unless we try such a model, we will never find out that it works opposite to anything we would have expected for it to work. Healing falls into the same category, and until we learn these lessons and make it part of our homework to try to come to understand, then it will always remain a mystery to those who have never tried. For those on the receiving end, it is a wonderful experience to begin to share magical experiences with healers all over this planet, as the art of healing gets lifted to new levels. It is now seen by me, that the women will lead us to see how different everything becomes when serious healing begins just by touch or word. Then it will no longer be able to be hidden away from the rest of the world, nor such a person be allowed to become a target for every man and his dog who has a problem. This, I can guarantee, is on the rise everywhere, hence no ego can take the credit for its development.

There is always a lot of homework to be done, so you the reader should be encouraged that there is a mighty spiritual tidal wave now hitting the planet, that is developing a lot of people with these new gifts, unbeknownst to the mainstream. The underground army of healers is being trained up by the One Story, even as I write this. Be open inside of yourself, which will assure you that such energy can flow and break down issues that you yourself have been unable to move all of your life or even previous ones. The best days are ahead of us, and these writings are the cheer of the crowd to say that we can and will do this together, and in a healing way, in love. Three cheers to the women for leading the way in this! Hip-hip, hooray!................

~Spiritwind~

I like to think that the meaning of life is two magical suitcases along with a few hundred dollars, and seeing what comes out of this in the new chapter! At least that is how it seems to have been for me for the past few decades. I ended up like this at my father's funeral back in 2001 in Vancouver, Canada, having returned from Australia for the event. I stayed on with my mum to see that she would be ok after dad had gone, seeing as they had been married for 58 years, I did not wish to see her follow in death due to her missing him. During this time, I came to know Dr Paul Hornby who called and asked to see me. When I went, he told me I came highly recommended to him, and could I help him(?) He had formulated a prostate cancer cure from Small Flowered Willow Herb that he and an assistant found the right extract to amplify. When they did the pilot tests on prostate cancer cells at the Vancouver General Hospital, this formula whacked the androgen system so that the scale went down to zero which had never been seen before. They ran the tests numerous times, so unbelieveable were they. He told me he was growing the first commercial crop in North America of the herb (originally from Europe) but that he could not even sell a bottle out of his front gate. Could I help? I replied that I could not sell a bottle out of his front gate either, as I was used to moving cases on wholesale levels through the health food stores across the country.

 I told him we had a problem in that I had no capital and could not do anything much with nothing. He said he was in the same position. Well that indeed was a challenge for us both, and I became the sales and marketing arm for <http://www.hedron.ca>  this company. After two years with building this arm <http://www.herbalsciencenutrition.com> with the help of my son and daughter in law, I received an offer to return to Australia by another company that Paul was a consultant for, who were pleased with what I had done both for myself and Paul, and asked me to do the same for them back in Australia. Two years later, after arriving in Canada with nothing but my two magical suitcases, I stood in Melbourne with my two magical suitcases again, awaiting what would come out of them this time. That was two and a half years ago, and since that time have written all of these blogs that began when I was half way around Australia on a working tour. The writing has not stopped where the work did. Now my shelf company (as that is what happened to it once the passion of the owner left it behind to come back to Australia) is basically defunct now, I am seeking to offload the company to allow another to build on what I had begun. The Prostaid is now a trademarked product, and is not only good for prostate cancer, but also for the whole genito-urinary system in both males and females, with it stopping leakage problems, and acting like viagra over time.

 Awakening to feeling as though I were still in my youth for the "down there" night dreams was a pleasant surprise to me. Knowing that I took a key role in bringing cutting edge product such as this to the marketplace was also another nice stroking to a man's ego. Now my journey is more firmly a spiritual one, ever since I returned to the Kimberleys for my wilderness experience last year. Where that will lead, certainly will not be an old model but something new in this the beginning of the New Dreamtime dawning on the face of the whole planet. Another scientist friend of mine who remote viewed the tidal wave hitting the pacific rim told me that the wave was so high, that it was pushing the clouds along! Well his was a vision based on a physical event that may or may not happen, although have spoken to the aborigine prophet and also to an indian shaman on the lower mainland, and hereditary chiefs in the interior of BC. They too told of similar visions. What I do see happening right now, is a spiritual tidal wave, not everyone is sensing to be happening. Bit like my night dreams taking Prostaid having unexpected, but welcomed results. The same can be said for the levels of new consciousness now reaching everyone.

I do have another scientist mate of mine who will be visiting me down under in the next few months, who is beating the bushes for me around my company left behind in Canada. Should any reader be interested, please contact me via the email address given in one of my blog sites. If you are keen, we will make contact, otherwise it might all just disappear as a learning curve for me and Paul where we both learnt to manifest from nothing with firm vision for the future to boot. This is not the only cutting edge product out there, as know of others that will not see the light of day with the current infrustructure and predatory practises of big business. I do know however, that alternative medicine these days is miles ahead of orthodox medicine both in efficiency and lack of side effects known to occur with pharmeceutical products. I can also see developing magic going down into the intricate sorcery level with my scientist mates, and know that this is the time we all have been waiting for.

 It is indeed up to each one of us to be the best that we know ourselves to be, allowing the thought to register that we are perfectly who we are, notwithstanding what anyone else says about us. Your only sin is in not living who you are, so be the love you can be, and allow the flow of life to pick up speed as we head down the main stretch towards an unknown future that reeks of better days ahead. I cant wait for the party to begin, and hope you assist everyone else to get there as well.

 ~Spiritwind~

Question and answer time. One writer says that it was felt that the quality of writing has become disjointed. My answer to this is that I started with universal concepts, but began to reel myself back down to everyday step by step processing, and showing the disjointedness of it all, yet not. Through it all, the Intelligent Moment dances and putting things together requires constant attention, awareness, and my own thoughts about who is in my life at the time, and what messages are coming through from a higher level through the sacred geometry shown around me. The flow still happens, but I am not one to order anything, but go with the chaos, and sometimes make it for all to see through paradox and leaving the reader always wondering what will be written about next? Who knows, for that depends on the moment, and what message is there for me first, and then what I might see as a message to a greater world than just myself.

I have had to guard my homework from day to day so as not to prejudice any situation through presuppositions of my own. Being visionary does not give me a step by step known waltz with a chaotic energy I feel part of, but allows all levels their own freedom to work things through however is necessary. I did feel that my talking about moving the consciousness was sometimes idealistic in the sense that it did not give enough foundational language to make it feel balanced for all parts of myself, so figured that erected various websites for the wearing of different hats, however minor, might alleviate this impression, and show the more human elements of spirituality. Some counterpoint is used, but not a lot, as there is not that much in the flow of life around me most of the time. I have also been criticized off the net for not writing concisely enough, but my response was that I struggle sometimes to express what is going through my head, and wish that to show through the writing as quite human over being a polished effort. I also do not wish it to be too academic in appearance, and always hope that it is simple enough for most to understand, yet in some aspects, profound too, for the more deep of thought. Both polarities are always difficult to please in writing.

I first began to write for my soulmate whom I have dearly loved for years, who may never be by my side again due to her being quite free to be independent of me where she is quite happy meeting the needs of her own community in her own way. She lived life in vicarious ways, through her counselling, and reading. The writing I did, was my attempt for her to keep abreast of my life and the spiritual conclusions I began to make from the life that has been well lived. She perhaps is my greatest supporter in life, and I always am proud she is still there as a loyal and loving woman in my background. Beyond this, I felt that it is a legacy of writing that gives the best of myself for my kids to read to know their dad better, due to our distance physically, and emotionally. I have always loved them, and only claim to have two children of my own, even though I have helped raise others in relationships that followed. It is for them that some of this writing is there for them to peruse in their future.

In one of my mystical experiences, we saw the Universal Child, and so can say that the above is also true for giving these writings to the children to find some wisdom where it simply is not seen very much in the regular news every day, and definitely without any positive spin for them to see any rhyme or reason in the madness of our world that increasingly seems like a giant mental institution. That is appearance in the media that if we got out into the real world of nature would find that this does not exist in the day to day moments we all get to enjoy for the vast majority of us that never gets reported on.

In my very first series, I focussed on the consciousness awakening through our moving of it in step by step processed ways.(<http://www.spiritwind.blog.com>) along the way kind of thing. I have had advice from a good friend and supported, Michael St Clair, who aided me to make a switch over to google blogs. He reposted the great majority of writings on RumorMillNews.com which attracted a wider readership than I otherwise would have had. The first one here, was simply an extension on the series began with the blog series. (<http://thespiritwind.blogspot.com>) This is where the bulk of writing took place until I felt that there was no room for the underbelly view in my writing, even if lip service was called for. That sparked up my next series, although I have not done proper justice to the counterpoint side of things, just did not wish to feed this aspect of myself too much, nor give it much stage. (<http://thewindstill.blogspot.com>) Following this, I felt that there needed to be another “hat” worn due to my having grown up in the shadow of an International Star in so many ways, that for the healthy ego and posterity, needs airing. That too is still in the making of filling out, even though it appears I have only just gone back to the beginning where I started from in my birth. In this series is my healthy respect for the aborigine culture I now find myself living in. (<http://theanaconda.blogspot.com>) In this blog is where I feel the identification to the name of Spiritwind comes from. Windstill is a name I heard a long time ago for a channeller in Vancouver, BC, and liked the name and found it to be a nice counterpoint name to Spiritwind. The name Anaconda is the name first given to me by the aborigines from Lockart River mob on Cape York Peninsula in northern Queensland, Australia. When I wound up in the northern rivers area of NSW in the past year, the series that best reflected my life going through this phase, is behind many of the blogs in the next series. (<http://spiritwinddreaming.blogspot.com>) Dreaming from Ones Best Side speaks for itself, and simplifies things down to coming from the best side or the worst. A simple choice. I then realized that it would be nice to speak about how being “aware”, “awake”, or “enlightened”, might look to anyone who shifts their consciousness this far. Hence the (<http://thebecomingone.blogspot.com>) pick for the series I AM that I AM.

There has been a slowing down of things for me over the year, and see this as a landing down to a day to day affair that I now reflect in my writing. Gone is the frantic moves of the Intelligent Moment as our Collective Consciousness has gradually moved itself to a place of a nicer flow of energy through our changes, more attuned to how we all seem to be coping. Not getting onto my google email well, nor their blog site, I knew that was for a number of reasons. 1) Not having broadband that is fast enough to load up an article say of this size. 2) The Intelligent Moment slowing me down for the time being in an involutary kind of way. 3) Become a target for some hacker. 4) Not having done enough maintenance on my computer. And 5) simply other that I may not have thought about. Nevertheless, I am always determined that once something is written to get it up and on the net, so found myself going back to the first series with blog.com Hence I have been expanding on that at this time, until I perceive that my blogs are taken up by blogspot again. I will find it hard just to post this on all of the above sites, and the ones it is not present, have not been able to post it, so all can see.

So the latest blogs can be read at this time, at (<http://www.spiritwind.blog.com>) and (<http://www.thespiritwind.blog.com>) This is my explanation for my own changes at this time, so like water flowing around a rock, the flow remains pretty constant. Enjoy it all, and a big hug to the One Mob!

Namaste,

~Spiritwind~

My path has been one of struggle and toil as my body has needed this just to develop to fullness. The path has sought answers as to who I am, and where I am going other than just each moment here on earth, with the mind searching for answers from those who have walked before. Many do not identify with my path, but on closer analysis, I begin to see that the path is the same for everyone for it is only the One Story, and One Mob. As the dawning of consciousness to other realms dawns, I see that the path is difficult only in that it is temporary and not going to the destination with me. Everything physical passes away, and is impermanent, yet my mind has a hard time accepting that this short life, is much the same for everything around me. Nothing in this dimension lasts the test of time, absolutely nothing; with everything having a relative short space in a forever cycle.

Parts of me struggles with the fact that there is a beginning and an ending, but the parts that struggle with this, are the parts that do not go on. There is that other part of me that smiles no matter what the furrow of the brow, for that part knows that it is going on into forever, no matter how much passes away. That part of me however, is ephemeral as it is not made of the same elements that make up this temporary habitat. It is that part of me that cannot be touched or held, and appears like a distant conductor for the music I am playing in this body each and every moment. It is that part of me that flows and goes, and makes merry each step taken for the joy of living a life on this dimension for the grand experiences and adventures she brings. It takes awhile for me to have come to know that part of me I do not see in the mirror, yet do see it. I watched with deep sadness my father's last breath, and when his soul departed saw the difference in his countenance. So I now know what my spirit that dwells in my body looks like, for it is the part that enlivens life and my very facial muscles, for the personality that I am. Two parts welded together, one trying to see what one cannot, and grasps the meanings from the shadows.

Material is changed, which is always its constant, never remaining the same. I learn that I cannot step into the same river twice for the differences found in each step, and I also learn that I cannot return to where I just left either, and find it the same. The change is constant, moving always to the life force flowing through and around everything. Over time, I have seen that everything goes one way, from birth to death, and not from death to birth. It is a one-way street, as it were, for the life the body has to live. I care for it, or can be hard and abusive to such a temple, and in so doing, assure the quality of the walk trodden, and the happiness without pain I can prepare for as I go along. Certain parts of the path require such dedicated preparation, but when all is said and done, it is the forever part of me, that either slows down the aging process, or simply hurries it along. Life becomes the interaction between the two sides of me, and the best I can ever do, is to become respectful for every part of myself, no matter what. Matter has been good to me in this life, yet to the spirit of myself in the end, what really does it matter, for the bricks are forever being rearranged. Like a neurotic person who cannot help but seek a new way to look, life becomes a stage for how things change.

That part of me that goes into forever, looks at myself and wonders what part of myself does not change, and actually yearns for no change, or the ability to go backwards or forwards in time. I explore these possibilities by always returning to fond memories existing in the mirrors of my mind, for that is the only place where they live on perpetually. Love keeps the memories alive, and for those things not wished to be remembered, they are soon forgotten as the dust settles on the shelves of time that slipped away, never to return. My mind wanders not just back into such memories, but forward also in a visionary way to those parts that live with expectation for a brighter tomorrow and future where sadness ends, and gladness warms the heart. With vision I peer into the forever, and see that it is only love that makes it through when all else has failed and ended. It is that part of me that is glued to the body presently that eventually gets to shake off the things that pass away, as it becomes liberated in death or simply through enlightenment and awareness. This part knows that the best days are yet ahead, and that yes, no matter what, I will get to experience it all, even if it is on another level of being. Once the pure consciousness within me is liberated beyond going one way through life in my body, I know inside of myself that I can revisit each and every moment in the future from the perspective of watching it all again and see the reasons that I gave myself such experiences in life.

You might think that you are not on the same path. Maybe not the physical one, but the one that goes on forever is everyone's path, for it is a path for the confident, who know that we link up in love, and make it the whole way, with steps that will no longer walk dusty paths, but perhaps float above them, and be the dust picked up and swirled around in a dervish dance. Different paths, yet the same path. That is how I reconcile the two parts of myself, and everyone else as well. We put our own language and story to the self same story lived through us all, as the part of us that dances individually in this life, has that component in us, that remains the same. The ebb and flow in life is the same for us all, as is the satisfaction of filling needs along the way. Sharing and caring with compassion and kindness, are the watchwords of the forever love, to aid lifting heavy loads of others as we trudge the path together. Love reaches out, and seeks new ways to flow and lighten up so that the mind is freed enough to know that part of myself that forever flies in spirit. Such is my joy on my path, and can be on yours also, if seen from the side of you that keeps us keeping on in love. Live it consciously, and the rewards are happiness indeed!

~Spiritwind~

When looking at unconditional love and how the whole fabric of society goes under this banner, there are all kinds of discrepancies and paradoxes that speak of fear over love. It does seem to boil down to those simple things, where one is living, and the other is evil for not wanting to live for whatever reasons. So breaking love down to how we can understand the differences for how everything can possibly be flown under that banner, one soon realizes that it goes under completely different rules than what we are used to. How can using and abusing be love? Maybe love gone wrong, or love for self serving purposes, but still love with a different shade than what is expected. And this is where we get down to judgement. Why judge love at all?

Looking at nature, and the flow of the intelligent moment through everything, one is aware of just the flow of life, if nothing else. However, there is no judgement about how this is played out. It is as if the brush painting life has parts of it fading out as soon as it has been painted into the scene, perhaps no differently than the different coloured sands the tibetan monks do with their mandala patterns, before it is all blown away to show how impermanent everything is. Such is the nature of life and love. It comes and goes, ebbs and flows. Some of it has rythmn while other parts seem completely chaotic awaiting something to help settle things down out of that state into an ordered one, or vice versa, where order finally goes back to chaos, say in death. That is the flow of life, and we need not place judgement on it at all. Perhaps the best thing we can do, is to simply sit back and watch the movie of life play out without judging it, but loving it for whatever transpires without vested interests to see it go one way or another. Only by taking personal judgment out of the equation can we watch life from a disinterested point of view. Not one where no interest is taken, but one where objectivity over subjectivity from our personal position happens to be our choice.

Too often I have been left in the position lately where I am left to wrestle with my concepts of love to be the decider for the choices I make. This has been a seat of the pants experience for me, as I have struggled in relationships, and life to make sense of how one can make hard choices and yet still be loyal to unconditional love being the principle of action. Quite frankly, the model doesnt always fit nor make sense if approached from logic or reason. What has really opened my eyes is the mystical experiences I have had through my life that defy any definitions seen through our normal perceptions, where the feelings of everything being right with the world are quite strong and real for the level they come from. However, on the level we are on, serious with-holding of judgement is called for, if we are to sanely get through life while understanding everything to have love underneath it all. It is either this, or one can say that God is mad at this time, pun intended! It is good to know though, that when looking in a mirror, one never sees the true image, as everything is reversed, and nothing is truer than this than the spiritual realms as opposed the material ones. Hence this does playfully challenge us to withhold our judgements, and to just enjoy life being true to oneself, which at the deepest levels are untouched by most of us, yet we can find the love that we all are.

Allowing others to differ to our experience, to our definitions, to our beliefs is to allow others their own language and their own choices and interpretations in as honest a way they can based on the truth of who they are. How well they are in balance with this, is perhaps the litmus test of how well the love is allowed to simply flow through a person without thought, judgement, or even whether it comes back or not. Just to think about it on those terms shows just how far off the mark we go due to our fears of needing protection. If we indeed believe that life is love, then what do we need protecting from? Love? Maybe our reasons as to why we cannot be love at this time, for we need to play out more games and illusions. Who knows what the reasons might be, but everyone knows how life flows and is played out. The body goes one way through its growing, even if the mind and spirit are not bound all the time by the body even if it is a demarcation line as to the point in forever that we are choosing to have our experience at this time, and the elementals that are at our command in our bodies for the time being. Learning love takes courage and strength to be able to learn through our challenges to find out more about our underlying principle of being, and compassion for others struggling to make sense of it all, just like the rest of us. Mellowing out to this conclusion perhaps has taken me the better part of my life, but in the full height of manhood in my 50's, wisdom is the watchword for it all now. Gone are the ego issues haunting me so much from early life when the warrior needed to prove himself. Now a more laid back approach to life and taking it as one finds it, is coming more into focus. I do not need to struggle any more, just rest and watch everything unfold, like the beautiful Magnolia trees in full bloom in my backyard showing off its magnificence as though they all were overgrown orchids just wishing to be admired! Life is too short to bind it all up with rules and regulations for the self and others. Pulling down such barriers goes a long way to making friends out of enemies, and allowing discourse on how we have found love to be in this day, and this moment.

The I AM that I AM, does not bring hell fire down to earth if things are not going according to my plans. It is that silent observer part of ourselves that never interferes or even gets involved with life as much as simply watching it all from a wise Father's perspective. All of these images are typical of ourselves wearing different hats on various levels of being. Learning the hard way is our seeming endless choice and certainly sometimes not for the faint of heart. Most of my hurts and pains in my life has been to discover parts of myself that simply are the reasons for doing things that might not always be agreed to by others, especially ones loved. Sometimes being true to oneself precludes compromises for another based on love for them. If that is done all of the time, is one being true to that part of themselves that one always has to give up? In this time where there is great difficulty in coming to grips with any kind of love, it is wise to first reflect on how we see love for ourselves, and the non-negotiables we choose to define the physical manifestation we have taken, of our spiritual being. We are allowed to do this. Doing it all to a point where we become humble enough to let the ego go, and for genuine blurring of lines occur for us to just be a conduit for love to flow, is an idealism that I do not know if we all can achieve at this time. However, it is a good mental exercise as to the possibilities with vision. The reality always goes sideways to any picture painted, so these words are merely a way to look afresh at our definitions and judgements.

Truly allowing love to flow through us, is a fine aim for any person to make. Better still to achieve in some measure, such an intent for love to be seen by all.Perhaps happiness happens in our attempt to correct ourselves to such a model, then learning to be perfectly who we are through the living of our lives. Going after personal bliss, is a good aim that can only reward us by seeing it happen on a Collective level once everyone finally “get's it” for our reason for living in this life.Finding others who can teach us what they have learned from such modelling, will be a delight for those sharing and caring enough to communicate the issues in modern day ways, for our seeking of its precious fruit. Be mindful of who you are at the deepest levels, with the utmost respect and love. Then one can say that they are truly living to the full so that one's cup will run over to others naturally. Be the love you are.

The good news is that we all are perfectly who we are, without judgement, and it is in the gaining of self confidence that will aid us make the mext step with a renewed sense of well being. External challenges will be seen as reflective of inner processes, and able to be dealt with kindly and with promptness. By making the moves and healing within, we automatically start coming from the higher levels of ourselves so that any external force becomes irrelevant to the self as we begin to focus on the greater picture for ourselves and those we choose to experience with the Collective. Those days are ahead, and the positioning is on us all. Position yourselves well in love, and with confidence that there is nothing to fear. Living life to the full in personal power is as much as can be expected from any individual, and I for one acknowledge the divinity in us all.

~Spiritwind~

While my writing these days does not have the same drive as previous writing, I decided some time ago to write various blogs to give different points of view to the same subject so as the human element is fully comprehended. Not one who likes to get caught up with Idealisms, I am gradually landing my own craft to be more personal and subjective in some of my comments over just speaking from a spiritual and wise place. Every part of us is perfectly there and part of the "one mob". Getting the confidence to become who I AM while addressing the who that you are, is my attempt to gradually move the individual thinking over to a more universal and collective point of view. That takes time, with many patterns coming together for us all to gradually see our dreams beginning to take shape, just like a new plant gradually becoming established for the major spurt of growth that comes naturally.

Our best days are ahead, including mine, and do think that some of my writing has been a holding pattern as the Intelligent Moment develops its own script where sometimes I get to see where the pieces fit. I do not follow a pattern, and am a person who is like that magical creature who appears only out of choice, not out of need, to those it chooses to meet over the other way around. I operate better in chaos than order, and have always jumped around in every level of life. It has led to great adventures and lifetimes of learning in a short space of time, and is not a product of a school or pile of books other than experiential learning. Some have commented that they think I am an ascensionist. I am not, and love my paradise where I live with no other place seen as better to me. I am quite content and happy every day, and like to give a positive spin, but showing the homework and mental seat of the pants dilemmas faced each day pulling things together in as wise a way as possible. There is also a comment urging me to turn to god, but such a being is only an invention of man's mind, so choose not to go there in any organized religious way, nor reflect any other persons point of view. I am not necessarily a polyamorist, polygamous, or even necessarily held to a monagomous point of view when it comes to relationships, but am open in my headspace where I find that I am conservative in its living. Paradoxes exist to me on every front, and sorting my way through the changes is challenging these days, as things have really speeded up in what in my mind is developing on higher dimensional levels.

It does take a little while for spiritual realizations to actually begin to impact the physical world, being the denser form of light. It doesnt take the spirit long, just the condensing down to matter that takes a mellow jaunt over a hurried rush to get the press running on time, and in total focus for all to see. Perhaps some of the best things to do when it comes to me, is to not worry about whether something fits in my writing or not, for inevitably it will, but maybe not right away. Jigsaws people like to work out, rather than seeing every step in front of them. Some need this, granted, but for me, I am a person who enjoys the journey more than the destination, and think that the legacy of writing at all for me, is to simply be a voice communicating things that I feel are not getting enough voice today. Everyone seeks good communication. I do not look for disciples, nor say that I am anything other than like anybody else who might be reading this, nor am I ever going to state something that probably everyone agrees to. I am not trying to please any group or belief, and am simply speaking my thoughts out loud, and for some, it might be talking rather than walking the walk, but according to whom is such a judgement? What is the epistemology? How do you know or give authority to me from what source or standard? It is my own wisdom, and does not claim to be for everyone, only those who gain something from my thinking outside of my own box. I go in and out of this, and jump around on many levels. If you wish to label me, then this is your choice and ability to do this, but I am not holden to anothers views on me, nor influenced by some party needing their own soapbox.

I am human, do have pains and hurts like everyone else, and get to see that the subconcscious that is tied into the Intelligent Moment has the self same spirit that makes your stories also. In my blogs, you simply get my version of it, and not the definitive one for anyone else. The thoughts are to help prompt your own conclusions and aid to be a mirror in this regard where seeds are sown for even more profound thoughts yet to be borne. Hence the writing that will evolve here, will perhaps have more personal insights and wrestlings with various things, and perhaps some interesting dialogues I am presently lining up with the "giants" that live around where I live. The call is for us all to awaken, and is not to say that I am anybody elses authority but my own. Having said that, I do know that once the freedom we have found from discovering oneself has passed, then a movement back towards the Collective has yet to be addressed by us all, and as a visionary, see that as a major step yet to be pondered seriously at this point in time.

While not wishing to amplify the negative, I do give it some voice, but know fully that I get back what I feed out. I give it just the smallest attention as part of our illusionary game and backdrop. Whatever I have said lately, has had an effect of a flourish of comments; which I choose to let all stand over editing any of it out. I have chosen to give a positive spin to life and its flow, as this is what I see most of all in each moment and day, so feel that someone needs to comment on the true happiness that can be found everywhere. It is there to be found, and only need be sought within. Everything is a choice to experience, without judgement. That to me is a wise place to be.

~Spiritwind~

What is it that attracts us all around the world to seek freedom? Is it the government everyone gets to choose? Is it our personal rights? What exactly does freedom mean to the individual, or is it an idealism that few if any can achieve? Seems the world is in such a state to protect freedom, that by default we seek to find out exactly what is meant by “freedom”. If it is of the press, I have not seen a free press for some time now, with any true coverage other than what one finds in pockets on the net. If it is personal freedom, then sovereignty for an individual has not been seen for sometime now. If it is religious freedom, then on every front, that too is being bombarded by those in power seeking to give credence to the dogs of war. If it is freedom from oppression, I do not see that anywhere on the earth either. So the question is; where do we find freedom, and why has it vanished? Is it because we all no longer have a notion of what that is? If so, then it is a sorry state of affairs to be sitting comfortably without knowledge about basic freedom’s that man has struggled to attain only to see it all disappear because we all know not what this is all about.

To me, freedom is first found from discovering oneself to the extent where Socrates said was the highest wisdom to attain to (knowing oneself). If one cannot define the self, then we have no parameters to define what freedom is. Once one has a fairly good handle on oneself, then the struggle to keep the boundaries open for one’s own personal freedom takes on considerably greater significance. It is not seen then in the context of what government is in power, or if one has a democracy or not. For that matter, it is possible in such a discussion to discover oneself, no matter what kind of government type was controlling the people. Chopping wood and carrying water is the way in which each person discovers themselves. Then again, one might find oneself like Don Juan did (a la Carlos Casteneda) serving under a tyrant. There is no set way to do this, other than doing homework that the intelligent moment offers each one of us. The externals is only the stage in which each one of us finds him/herself throughout one’s life. Everyone is different, and finding out who I am, does not give me the right to shove that on someone else, only to share oneself through a choice.

The boundaries for our discovery of who the self is, becomes important to protect as we get older without the perception of compromise. In my mind, this leads to problems in many relationships, particularly if such a relationship includes intimacy, where even sex becomes a bargaining chip. Relationships do aid one to go deeper into oneself for self discovery like any good mirror does, but sooner or later this can be counter productive to each party that endeavours to protect personal boundaries to the nth degree due to not knowing anything else. This is a key area that presently is plaguing the relationship scene with hard lessons to learn in an ever changing model at this point in history, so it is not uncommon to find problems found in this subject amongst two people. If all things that might give an edge, (e.g., intimacy) were left out of the equation, say by going celebate, then there is no tool left for some whereby to control said partner. At such a point, perhaps the person choosing such a road might feel that at last he has found his personal freedom without being over a barrel to anyone. These to me are the two areas we begin to understand where freedom is, when the self becomes a known thing. Failing to understand this leads to being used and abused by anyone coming along who wishes to define each person’s reality for them gaining control, by smudging the boundaries of “who we are” that include interference from another. As we set the finding of freedom in the context of a world immersed into “fear”, it is not surprising to find couples having power struggles just to keep personal integrity and freedom issues alive and well. All too often here, one party or the other is controlled, whether willingly or by coercion. Fights erupt when endeavouring to protect personal space that has become a non-negotiable asset. Is it any wonder that the world reflects this sad state of affairs of individuals at war with themselves.

With personal fragmentation at an all time high, mirrored by our environment, it is well worth our while taking the time to consider the freedom we all seek so dearly.  True freedom can only arise once one has discovered themselves, and by protecting the boundaries of oneself like the good knights guarding bridges in days of old.  A wise person no longer tries to influence anything, but merely sits and allows experience to be seen through the movie of life in objective ways without judgment, no matter what the situation. Communicating such found freedom is never easy, as this is a personal discovery where perhaps the best thing that we can do, is simply to compare notes as to how far on the road to freedom one finds themselves. Talking, for example to good male friends of mine right now, show that this is an issue in any relationship that they endeavour to form these days, and satisfaction is never had in a long list of short affairs where the hope is that these questions are avoided altogether.

To the enlightened man who has discovered that they truly are “I AM that I AM” leads to a peaceful way of being, where words are not easily found because diplomacy is necessary just to frame one’s own reference points in talking to another, for the freedom found. Of course there are limits that are constantly tested, and in such, one always finds out what is non-negotiable in any compromise sought. Living in a free world is what we all want, but first we have to learn to allow freedom on all levels, beginning with religion and whatever else the individual chooses. That is our choice beyond the constant question of whether “to be or not to be”. We all are learning by the seat of our pants, for the Elders seem to have long gone from the scene and left the young to find out for themselves what freedom is. Freedom allows one to live in fantasy and illusion, just as readily as someone who will not live in pretense or phoniness. How one goes about living with another with such freedom is something that is yet some distance away from us at this time. We know that changes are happening on every front, including with the nature of relationships, and perhaps the time has come for the model to change to one of polyamory or an open model, if we were ready to face honest questions in an apologetic way that causes no alarm to another. There is nothing fixed in stone anymore, and perhaps even stone itself will in the days to come morph to something else as Dreamtime stories seem to indicate before our present time began.

I can only say in conclusion to the dilemma we all face today in this regard, that perhaps the best thing to do in my mind, is to keep our minds firmly fixed on unconditional love. Perhaps a wilderness experience such as I had in the Kimberley’s of Australia last year, might allow us to view how nature does this, for in it some answers can be had, even if there is tension evident on these levels too, due to it mirroring our own issues and inability to come to terms with love. One thing is for sure, it cannot be found by fear where death seems the only place that “freedom” can be found. If  that be so, did we really discover freedom at all? Perhaps the only place we shall find such a concept is in love itself, and its various shades and colours. Being honest in such a comparison may begin to lead us out of the woods we find ourselves in, for as soon as we are able to do so, much larger changes will be upon us.

 I wish everone the love needed to find their own personal freedom that will set the soul free, once and for all, and with such personal freedom found set the world free from the inside out. 

    ~Spiritwind~

Looking at the moment, I see myself reflected in the stories in the media. I see the overwhelming focus on death, either through violence in war, far removed to us, and closer, the unfolding drama in Florida. Of more significance is, what does that reflect inside of myself? How do I sit in relationship to my own death? If in the same positions, would that change how I thought about death, and how would that affect how I now should live?

Going from inner to outer.  I look into space, and hear some voices constantly talking about things unproven and imaginary, who by their persistence, might very well manifest that which they are focussing on. Looking at space, I see the ET's and the spaceships. I have visibly seen Mother ships. Do I hope to go with such people to a safe haven from what is happening on earth? What say the DNA is being blown out on every level, collapsing reality as I now know it, within and without? What if it is myself who is also contributing to the process by my psychotic focus on something magnifying only my own fears, and spreading this pain around? Am I able to give hope, speak hope, be hope? Or am I setting myself up for a despairing death through negative thoughts and focus towards such death that it brings? Obtaining truth on any matter, has its own spin, as we each have our own presuppositions. So is my looking at the problem from another perspective any better than the media spin I are so quick to criticize when I may be no better myself? What sets me apart from the rest? My truth? My honesty? And what exactly is this? In the deeper aspects of the self. Do we wish all people to stare at shadows, where light has difficulty penetrating? Where is my light in the writing? Do I have a positive view for humanity and life, and Mankind in general? Am I able to vocalize that, or am I just going to be commentary to others who are trying to mold such one way or another? Will I spin myself towards the good side of myself, or the bad?

Be good to myself, I have to keep telling myself, knowing of the dichotomy of the human spirit. Walk lightly through my short life, and make it as fun as possible, with lots of love. Now there's the rub................

                                                 ~Spiritwind~

If I am to network a group, then I am mindful of the parameters and dreams of each one, and have a loose vision where it all might fit. I might put myself in a place where I might meet the right people to network everything, or visit places needed to be seen and reported back to the group. I also allow room for noesis to occur where everything might go sideways due to input that takes another point of view that might have been unconsidered, but crucial enough to move the whole group focus. Everything is watched carefully on the stage of chaos before the order begins to become known. I also am aware that not knowing the precise outcome has its own kind of security, but know that it is also necessary for veils to exist till the manifestation has fully appeared without change to the outcome.

The vision (dream) is talked about with a trusted friend, and someone on the same level, or in a special group set-up to guide noesis and a common vision for which the group will bend their intent. Such sharing allows one to sit with a vision and see if any creative input comes and how things are supported from the environment not unlike how shamans consult their environment for confirmation of what needs to be done. This leads to the most tight direction that truly fits into the moment and is a jigsaw that can be a valuable piece to the puzzle for the shaping of the manifestation process. It means being part and parcel of the whole process, the planning, and the implementation, to the delegation to others of whatever then is born. It is taking responsibility for the focus of such intent in sacred and respectful ways. As there are such far reaching ripples into forever in our beginning the New Dreaming and creation of a new world for a new humanity, it is prudent to be mindful of the need for as much wisdom and guidance as possible, and the lessening of individual ego. The flow can then go with everyone backing such moves.

Perhaps it is time to create such a think tank that acts more than just calls for another committee meeting. It will be a group in touch with each moment, and a sense of how it all fits into the greater scheme of things, other than securing personal vested interests. It is time for us all to begin to dream out the good news of our own creation. Are you ready? Step slowly up to this plate, as it does require much respect and honesty to yourself and those surrounding you entrusting their visions into anyones care and keeping towards such new goals.

That to me is where noesis is heading, and we will give it direction, but has to be done responsibly in tune with what is. Hence the emphasis on Love, as why would anyone wish to go to the higher levels yet, without giving everyone as many chances as possible to get on board, even if that means going through hell to get to heaven. Am sure it is going to be quite the ride as the shoals are seen and the appropriate responses applied.

Some of us steer the boat, while most just enjoy the view of the wake drifting in an orderly way backwards past the critical moment of choice. Choose well.

                                             ~Spiritwind~