Seeing Two Pictures in One
I have been given another chance for second sight, with the recent cataract operation done. My sight is back more clearly than I previously had due to them correcting the natural differences my eyes had always seen. While blind however, I did get a chance to see things differently than I ever had, due to the failing sight. I could only see things as though there was a film of plastic permanently in front of my eyes. Those heavy plastic doors sometimes I get to walk through. Yeah, like those! So I have been thinking that reality is not what I have thought it to be. It is a gradual changing of my perceptions and sight, that is allowing me to begin to see two pictures in one, pretty much automatically now. So I am choosing to write about it here, even if this might be just of interest to any readers. It is merely note taking, and of the kind that could be considered a journal entry for the day.
I have been thinking about seeing things from the spirit side of things, and constantly think of what that means, and attempting to get my head around it. What is becoming apparent to me, is that I have to identify with what I wish to become; both in head and body. I have no wish for my body to die in order for me to become spirit at this time, but I could begin to picture spirit seeing me by changing places with the Observer/observed. The trick of mind that reverses everything. My mind tries to make sense of all kinds of possibilities presenting themselves to my mind all day long. How am I piecing this together begins to determine my reality. The world then becomes as I dream it to be, and how I participate with it. It is a co-creative dance kind of software, game, nice energy movement. Seeing breath side, as well as the matter side that thing flow through.
That is the beginning of seeing two sides and pictures in my world at all times. The marriage of the dark and the light, shows a certain picture when in the light. Yet I fail to see most times, in a conscious way, what the shadows show in their own representation in my imagination. There is a shadow matrix and other picture in front of me in nature, that I am finding is best seen at dawn and dusk. I now know that this is the time that the aborigines like to do their corroboree and ceremonies. It is also the symbol of two worlds, and is what is so significant for the painting of the body for the change of perception needed. The two two world worlds. My real world, and then there is also a night dream world. Who is to say that this world in my sleep is any less real than my day to day world?
My younger “brother” told me a few weeks ago that he began his dream at night, at the same place sometimes (by choice!), to where he left off when he awoke the night before. For such people who can do lucid dreaming without ceasing at night; perhaps they never sleep, for they are fully conscious on one side and the other(?) It is interesting to hear these things from others, showing what they do. Wish I could do that, for there does not seem to be too much sense in my dreams. Most of them are never downloaded, and never remembered. In this life, who is remembering me anyhow?
There is the “wave” way of thinking on the quantum physics vocabulary side of things, in conjunction with the “particle” world. Two worlds, yet it can be one over the other in our thoughts, simply by giving focus to the possibilities around us. Dropping out of the many potentials, into the one we choose to think about in a moment of time that is simply dynamic and fluid. Seeing the two ways theoretically that science is putting credence to the mystical realms. Yet in a firm way that shows that we are indeed gods to create the world through our thoughts that reflect the summation of “who we are”. We are the person that exists between our own waves of possibilities to the particle we choose to become in a moment in time and space. We perhaps put things together by flowing between the wave and particle way of being for ourselves. Going up to the surface of reality, and taking from the environment, the bricks needed in each moment presented, that we use towards our vision and tasks for the day. Creating more than we realise. Bringing two worlds into one.
I know I can consciously look at shadows, just like clouds, and imagine different things showing themselves to me. What is the message in the moment if I need to consult my nature oracle telling me through my own thoughts in relationship to my interpretations of my environment; that allows me to be god in my moment. I decide what everything means to me. In a Sovereign way, I not only name everything, but decide whether anything fits into my reality. You might tell me something, but it still is up to me to listen. There is always a give and a take. There are two sides to everything. And there is a balance point where peace and tranquillity can exist. It is the still point that is beyond space and time, and is the infinity point within everything. It simply is a nice dream to share and care with, in a community of nature brothers and sisters, beyond just being human. It is my taking responsibility for everything seen.
It is me seeing that I am just a part of the whole. The two part symphony. My seeing two people in relationship coming together as one. And my need to see two pictures in one picture, is another stranger lesson for me to gradually be learning. Then there is the ancient side of myself. I may be just 60 years old, yet I have strength due to my DNA that has a thousand generations before it to make up me. There is innate homework always being completed through me, beyond my own agenda. There is my own need to work towards a certain goal every day, yet pausing each moment of my journey seeing what Eagle energy has moved me into that is different from my own individual goal for this moment. These are the two things happening for me to work out, in my co-creative dance; pretty much all the time I go out in public now. There is always someone bumping into me, once the Eagle begins to fly in the Bunjalung. We have various conversations all over the nation, with some very interesting people.
I noted that my younger “brother” always has an interaction of people happening around him, that helps him on his path. We all can earn the trust of fellow human beings to do similar deeds of greatness, by the small acts done day to day, in service to the breath that flows through me to others. It is the smile given, the word or act done, and the vision shared that makes up a day, and may give rise to support in thought along certain lines. It is in such support that dreams begin to come alive, as the same same dream dream happens for us all. It is the interaction of two dreams that coalesce our own dreams to a singularity until they manifest like a magnifying glass bringing two worlds together to one point. Fire easily can be created this way, and is a good metaphor for the topic.
Now imagine that Mother Nature has many kinds of things in Her that we still discover from one day to the next(?) Nature is always a process of discovery to me! Yet they (nature) all are brothers and sisters in consciousness. Maybe not human, but the tree has the symbiotic way of taking my carbon dioxide and turning it back into the oxygen I breath. Trees are the lungs in nature for me. The water in my body is not separate or different from the rivers and oceans around me. I am one and the same as that seen around me. Yet, all particles of matter have their own spirit in nature. If we begin to see that one day, we may see the spirit of everything we see around us; on their spirit side of things then with much more respect for things being shared. However, the spirit side of things looks quite different from this side of things. What might be small here, might have very big spirit, as one finds out (eg) with some very small dogs; who will let you know in loud terms, that size goes beyond ‘small’ matter! One day, no doubt; we all will get the chance to see things in quite different terms that we do now.
It is wise to begin to wake up to the two pictures in one, and to see what the tea leaves say, and what nature beckons for me to interpret for this day. I have been given a vision by the goori thinking, of certain things happening in the sky, and have begun to see the sky turning and beginning to line up along the predicted lines spoken to me through one of their prophets. I do not want to influence other’s spirit interpretation of what is happening on the planet, though I think we are all in for good times ahead, when turned back to Mother Nature. As we begin to see that we are ‘one and the same’, both feeding into a Collective Consciousness that flows through all things; then the proper respect and different thoughts are gradually brought forth from me. That comes from aligning to the spirit of the land, over just the fantasies and illusions of my mind, that have no basis in land and country.
I can learn these lessons well, so that sooner or later, tribal voice can also emerge. Two voices becoming as one. Two bodies becoming as one in my conjugal responsibilities. Our energies can merge to become One into a ‘Beloved’ state. Learning these basic steps as a climax to being human, that show there is another level to be reached, and these new levels being in sacred spaces. Some of these lessons take a lifetime to learn, as I most often was in my own way through my defences being in place, from seeing that I have to get beyond myself to loving the other side of ‘myself’, (or seeing that all things are brothers and sisters) and a different aspect of the Self as a greater Whole(?)
I see now, that if I focus my own two sides to my still point within my own consciousness, that I get to the place where judgement no longer lives, and waves of potential possibilities can be observed in one wider sweeping view, thereby changing the wavelength of my reality. It allows the change of the Aeon to begin within myself. I cannot write much more than I have, as we are stepping on ground that is a place beyond language, or present mind. To go there, will have me crazy, for it is way beyond my wildest imagination as well. To just glimpse the potential for change along with the possibilities for ‘our’ collective future, then I invited the reader to reflect into their own inner world of responsibility for what particular moment we each can have that drops a single droplet into the ripple in the pond of life; to make a difference in the “wave” that will sweep the world……….
Learning to control the mind towards a different outcome and way of seeing things, is my challenge. (as may it be yours?)
In sincerity and love,
~Spiritwind~